few days back...waaaayyy back..aku balik JB..meet friends..lepak2..[masa tu rasa cam aku keje kat korea pulak..padahal kat simunjan jek..] seminggu tu..cam tak cukup masa jek nak lepak.. *note to myself..lenkali balik cuti tu..weekend le..weekdays org keje..
so bla bla bla..aku balik simunjan..then suddenly..ada seorg kawan ignore me at laman sosial muka buku..aku reply post dia wat taknmpak..aku call tak angkat..aku msg tak reply..ok la fine..maybe dia sibuk..then lelama..makin nampak pulak..something wrong going somewhere ni..so aku pun pm la dia..bla bla bla..short story..rupanya dia sentap.. [btw dia mmg ada post status bgtau dia sentap..and will menjauh] i was begging..asking why did she ignoring me..oh my! i don't beg easily..sbb syg kawan la..aku turunkan ego aku tanya...dia mmg terasa ngan aku? what the hell?! ok la fine..i'm being sarcastic most of the time...tp busuk sgt ke hati aku ni..nak sengaja sakitkan hati kawan sendiri? alamak!! and what makes me hurt the most..she told me..dia mmg camni..suka berteros terang..what?? hello..if did she la sgt berterus terang...takde la nak terasa dari status yg laammaaa gilak!
abis skang aku yg terasa ni..sape nak betulkan? things will not be the same as before...malas nak pjgkan cerita...so bak kata dia let bygone be bygone..if she's a 'friend' surely understand me..takde la nak terasa hati ke hapa..
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